I was driving a U-Haul just east of Fort Worth today and some guy in front of me hauling a trailer started fishtailing. So he ended up wrecking and I sneaked on through. That’s the first wreck I’ve had happen in front of me.

Why can’t I ever get a good picture of myself?

I have a new project (:

So far, so good. No anxiety attack.

Decided not to eat breakfast at McDonalds.

I think I’m going to make the short trek across the street to McDonalds. I hope I don’t get jumped.

Waiting in Dallas for the next bus to Waco. I had to leave Lauren again which was harder than the first time. Maybe it was because we had spent so much time together, had been through quite a bit, and things like that. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I couldn’t even get myself to keep waiting outside as she drove away. I hope to see her again soon. I hate not being able to put her to bed…or be with her in general for that matter.

Made some cinnamon rolls that took way too long to make for Lauren this morning. They turned out better than expected (: I also gave her some flowers and apple juice (since she likes her cinnamon rolls with apple juice). Woo! And a letter (:

It wasn’t so much a fail, it just took a LONG time. Maybe she’ll want me to do it again someday?

I cried in front of Lauren for the first time tonight. I’m not sure what happened…I was tucking her into bed again, we held each other and it swept over me that I’m going back home today. Then Lauren started crying which made it only worse. So, no. I’m not ready to go back home…I wish she could come with me.

BUT, we have a few hours today before I have to get on the bus. We’re going to make them count.

Flying a kite with Lauren (: